Da Curious

the bobblehead look is back in hollywood which isn't anything new as it's been back for quite a while now but i thought id put in my two cents on this. from my memory (which doesn't say much) nicole ritchie was the one who really started it all but these days, it seems that all celebrities heads are too big for their bodies. hence the bobblehead look. you know those little figurines some of us buy to put on their car dashboards. myself not included of course.

but like i said, it all started when nicole ritchie became anorexic looking but proclaimed on howard stern that she had no idea how much weight she lost because she never steps on the scale but that it couldn't have been more than five or ten pounds. right honey keep on playing that angle because none of us are buying it. did you forget that we all saw you on simple life just the year before? but what i loved the most was when howard stern tricked her into stepping on a floor scale which clearly showed that she weighed in at a hefty 98 pounds. nice. and i read somewhere that one of the reasons why her and dj am broke up was because of her anorexia and that she was just too damn moody all the time and i can only hope that this is true because it will warm the hearts of us normal girls everywhere.

and now the bobblehead look has expanded to hilary duff, lindsay lohan, kate winslet, even gwen stefani im sad to say. there was another celebrity i saw just a little while ago that got ridiculously skinny too but i can't remember who it is at this moment. but the sad thing in all of this is that i think they all look better. every single one of them. guys proclaim to me that a little fat on the body is better because these girls have little boy bodies or no ass but come on now, each and everytime ive gone out and caught a guy staring at a girl's ass, it always seem to be the skinnier one. hm...and let's face it, clothes just look better on skinny girls. proven by the victoria secret runway show just last week. those girls looked like giraffes walking down the runway.

hence comes to my complex. all girls i dare to say have a certain complex with food. to different degrees of course but i for one am constantly thinking about food. i would say obsessed even. if it's not about what im going to be eating it's about why i just pigged out on my last meal and feeling guilty about it and what i should eat to make up for it and it just turns into a vicious cycle. because hey if i already pigged out at lunch, why not pig out at dinner too and just start fresh the next day. and i can eat a lot. im quite serious on this too. it's probably not the best way of thinking about it but this is probably why i never workout either. whereas most people workout because they ate a big meal, i don't like working out unless im eating good because then what's the point.

and being an asian girl has different types of pressures too. asian girls are evaluted on a different standard than white girls. they just are. whereas i am deemed to be skinny among white folks, among asian girls i am usually each and every time the biggest asian girl in the group. guys and girls included. sorry to the short asian boys everywhere but it's true. i think i have a secret desire to be a bobblehead myself but with my love for food and lack of enthusiam for working out, ive come to terms with the fact i never will be. and surprisingly, you know what, im ok with it. it's amazing what being in your late twenties will do to you. ive heard celebrities say over and over again that being in your 30's are the best years of your life because you really come into your own, you're no longer so insecure about yourself and im starting to think they might be right.

so my call out to girls everywhere is to go ahead and order the sourdough jack with curly fries and oreo milkshake from jack in the box if you want it. i certainly did just last week actually but then again, this isn't to say i wasn't hitting the salad bar the next day. but there's no need to feel guilty about it.

however i wouldn't even have to worry about any of this if i had just inherited my mom's metabolism...damn jon for getting that...what does he need skinny legs for?